Headshot Sdn. Bhd.

TO: a dear professional photographer,

2012-01-13T01:15:00.008+08:00

You know, I really don't appreciate you using the comeback words towards me.

These few days I was feeling frustrated. As I already had many things in mind.

And all I asked just now is about the payment from the client. I know sometimes I forgot things and worry things very easily.

I'm pretty sure that you, as a professional photographer, you sure know how it feels like to not get the payment yet, and YET still got endless changes? For you probably not a problem because you have a lot of money (otherwise you wouldn't even be opening up a studio anyway), compared to someone like me who only have his small tiny bedroom as base of operations.

I was already feeling frustrated from these few days, so I guess I wasn't really thinking much and probably said the wrong words, which although yes it's partly my fault too.

And then it sparked off your 'wrong button' mode.

But very smart of you. Really smart of you. Use back one of the words I said to make a comeback to me.

By the way, I'm not sure if you've actually seen my other video works, this one we're involved with right now is not really the "first event video" I've ever handled my entire life thus far.

So I just had to reply with an 'ok' after all the stuffs you said.

There's already enough frustration, and I really do not want to make it worst.

I know I have a choice.

You can't control your frustation and patience, that's your problem. I still can.

Although I've already barely holding it much longer.

And trust me, if I really want to make it worse, it will be your hell. TRUST ME on this.

But I choose to TRY to be ok with it.

For your information, I take pride for being a very nice and very patience person. Too nice in fact. Don't believe me? Ask my friends or client that I've done jobs with before.

And especially THAT other f*ctard owner of a video production company. He once scratches his head and asked me why I haven't leave yet despite all the sh*ts that I went through. Oh btw middle finger to that f*cktard if he's reading this!!!

I'm really sick and tired of always being always on the losing side in an argument or anything at all.

Can anyone please teach me how not to be at the losing side, or at least please let me be right FOR ONCE?

I really don't like this. Since young until now, I'm always the losing side in an argument.

Didn't use my brains enough? Didn't experience much enough? Didn't argue with enough people enough?

Hey, you know what? Thanks for those so called 'advices' over the skype, I sure will keep in mind that next time. Oh hell, in fact, thanks for the reminder to me about yourself as well!

Oh come on... I should stop writing already and stop thinking about it, for the sake of 'giving face' to your partner whom we studied at the same college before.

Meanwhile, about the full time job I'm working for, today we got our salary and bonuses.

And as usual, always the same b.s. when it comes to the bonus issue "as you know not everyone gets bonuses for this year because company not doing well..."

Well, I use to believe that one, not anymore.

I'm very sure that he says the same thing to EVERY staff that get the bonus. Scare and suspense tactic much?

Anyways, a bonus is better than not having any at all (IF the company really didn't give bonus to some staffs), which I didn't get a raise last year because of some b.s. which I'm feeling lazy to repeat what has happened again here in blog.

Oh btw, this morning I was at Ikea, and I saw that guy from a studio bridal house that we had collide into some complication with during a wedding shoot in December just last year. It's too long to type, so I just copied and paste the encounter from a mail that I typed very early ago:

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"coz that groom's sister originally booked me for his brother's (the groom) wedding...

then on that day itself, the groom's friend who is actually from a wedding house not only did the photoshoot on that day, BUT also gave him free videoshooting also (coz they just 'start to invest' in video camera things)...

so means got 2 'team' of videographers.... me and those guys

which also means in fact most of the time the groom is more to listening to them more than mine...

and sumore the groom actually asked me no need to do the fast edit becoz the bridal house wanted to do the video and got fast edit to show the video at dinner to promote their wedding house.

what the hell? like, I no need to promote my lovely Lovebirds Video lah??

and then, during the dinner reception, their photos and video was played first, and then my video at a later time.

what the hell? his sister ORIGINALLY booked and engaged with my service like 2 months before leh, and i also got include to do the fast video edit de, so my videos should be played first, i don't mind if they play theirs video at later, BUT MINE SHOULD BE FIRST, but it didnt happen that way"

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Ok, go to sleep. NOW.

I will make it on my own. I really will.

I will stop working for other people and really start up my business and have a lot of money every day and be succesful.

Going to sleep now. Awaiting that dear photographer's feedbacks to me from the client that still needed changes for the event video.

The natives will be a part of PUMA SOCIAL event tomorrow~

2011-12-15T23:39:00.004+08:00

Guess what? Tomorrow the natives will be part of PUMA SOCIAL's event at Mid Valley that bowling center (I forgot the name)

From what I heard, there's going to be a lot of celebrities joining this event. And I heard A LOT of them.

If you are reading this (you know who you are), screw you. I'm now even getting big clients such as PUMA. I guess I'm starting to prove that I can really make it in video production... on my own.

You are lucky that I didnt straightly use that 4 letter word instead. You know who you are. I hope something happens to you and then your company falls while I will be there standing tall stepping on your debris and laugh at you... and show you the middle finger.

And screw that christmas party from that full-time job that I work for on tomorrow. I never really gave a crap about my full time job already anyways, of course this PUMA job is more important.. for me. I don't feel appreciated from there. Never was, after for what I have done for them. It's really hard to be working for other people, and with other "superiors", when I myself should have been the superior!

I will make it. On my own. And I will succeed.

Malaysian International Toys Fair 2011

2011-12-09T17:34:00.002+08:00

Yup, the natives have done it again; we were part of Malaysian International Toys Fair 2011 recently in Mid Valley! The natives shot this event using DSLR cameras only!

the natives are still going on well

2011-11-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since the natives have been posting new videos.

But recently the natives have completed a corporate video and an advertisement video ;)

Finally I've managed to handle a real corporate video.. F you to that idiot who tried to brainwash me making me think that I will never make it in video production for that 6 months back a few years ago.

Look who's laughing now.. I hope you're reading this now so that I can show you the middle finger here, yes, right here in this weblog!

Bling Bling Online's "For My Parents" contest judges & winners announcements

2011-07-14T17:03:00.006+08:00

"Like" Headshot on facebook http://www.facebook.com/lovebirdsvideo#!/pages/Headshot/96759015819

This is a contest organized by Bling Bling online where participants have to submit photos of their parents (and give some comments), and they will get very, very cool prizes!

We participated by filming the judges to introduce what they do as well, and some judging process...

Bling Bling online website: http://www.facebook.com/lovebirdsvideo#!/pages/Bling-bling-Online/20833362252...

Please contact Headshot for professional video production services: www.headshotsdnbhd.blogspot.com or call 016 - 5194420

PetFinder.my 3rd Anniversary Charity Fair 2011 @ April 23rd & 24th, Sunway Pyramid

2011-05-16T10:50:00.002+08:00

PetFinder.my 3rd Anniversary Charity Fair 2011 @ April 23rd & 24th, Sunway Pyramid

Petz Pow Wow @ 16th & 17th April 2011 @ Mines Square, The Mines, Malaysia

2011-04-30T19:43:00.002+08:00

Well, new updates :)

The natives of Headshot had a spectacular time being the official video and photo coverage of the recent Petz Pow Wow event organized by Petz Unleashed! The pizza eating contest is the most ridiculously awesome! Poked so many dogs and cats in two days! Not forgetting the boat ride on the middle of the lake which the water and nature sound is relaxing from the usual hectic city life!

Headsho is the official event coverage for Petz Pow Wow

2011-04-09T23:04:00.004+08:00

Well, well... it's been a while since the natives of Headshot have updated this page... The natives of Headshot are still around if you have been wondering where we've been ;)

First, a bad news... a very, very big event (whom Headshot is the official videographer coverage for that event) is not going to happen this year. Don't ask us why. Ask the organizers.

Aside from that, this upcoming week Headshot are going to be the official photographer and videographer of the Petz Pow Wow event at The Mines Wonderland.

Petz Pow Wow, a unique Pet carnival will be held at the Mines Shopping Mall on 16 & 17 April 2011. This is a new concept in the pet industry that will see people having a fun time with their pets.

This article from The Star today, please read see what the natives of Headshot have to say inside :)

Check out their website at: http://www.petzunleashed.com/index.php

Stay tuned!

Stemtech talk - A Novel Therapeutic Approach: Endogenous Stem Cell Mobilization

2010-12-17T14:18:00.001+08:00

Stemtech talk - A Novel Therapeutic Approach: Endogenous Stem Cell Mobilization

Featuring Christian Drapeau, the America's best known advocate for Adult Stem Cell research and the medical applications of Adult Stem Cells. He gained recognition when his breakthrough theory of Adult Stem Cells gained widespread interest across the scientific and medical communities.

The talk was Angkasa Auditorium, Petaling Jaya.

Contact Headshot today to see how we can help to bring your products/service to the next level, thank you!

Sonderkommando Revolt - game teaser

2010-12-08T16:43:00.001+08:00

Sonderkommando Revolt - game teaser

SonderKommando Revolt is about real WWII revolt againt the Nazis in the famous Auschwitz extrermination camp.

The mod is made very realistic, moody, challenging and detailed. Graphically it'll feature many themes including Crematoriums, Block 11, Gas Chambers, execution, interrogation and torture areas...

The engine is based on Wolf4SDL engine, and will feature very advanced coding features, to make it one of the more advanced coding-wise wolf3d mod todate.

Team Raycast made this game mod, Headshot did the video teaser.. the logo animation at the beginning, and the title animation at the end of the video... and of course the recording of the game and editing the video as well...

Visit their page at:

Aliens VS Predator - Mugen Fighting Game trailer

2010-12-08T15:11:00.003+08:00

Aliens VS Predator - Mugen Fighting Game trailer

Headshot did the trailer video for Aliens VS Predator mugen fighting game trailer.

And if only the marines can really block and punch the aliens/predators with their bare hands just like in the game.. lol...

YOUTH'10 - Malaysian Largest Youth Festival 2010

2010-11-25T20:42:00.001+08:00

Headshot was, and still is honored to be part of the YOUTH'10 Festival, organized by YouthAsia earlier this May :)

Malaysian International Toys Fair 2010!

2010-08-06T17:00:00.003+08:00

Malaysian International Toys Fair 2010!

It's the first time that such event is ever held at Malaysia, and Headshot is honored to be part of it!

The only thing we regret while doing the shooting is that there were so many toys to see, yet sadly we don't have money to buy them...
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Enjoy the video anyways!

First time creating a stage for Megaman: Robot Masters Mayhem.

2010-02-01T10:55:00.004+08:00

First time creating a stage for Megaman: Robot Masters Mayhem.

It is a generic stage. Meaning, this level doesn't belong to any character.

Not sure what name to give it, but its some kind of base with fences that overlooks the sea.

Happy One Year Anniversary, Honey.

2010-01-21T00:29:00.001+08:00

Happy One Year Anniversary, Honey.

What I wanted to say, I've already said it.

So for now, I don't have anything else besides this: I Love You. :)

Custom made Far Cry 2 levels.

2010-01-06T18:09:00.005+08:00

Been using the Far Cry 2 level maker to create these 3 levels, all the objects, lightnings and everything else in these level are made with all the built-in editors, which comes with all the different types of trees, objects, environments, etc etc etc:

Another level design:

... And another one...

End year summarize.

2009-12-31T22:41:00.001+08:00

This year has been one of the most busiest and also the best of all the years passed.

The first and the most important highlight is my honey Theng Theng. We've been through a lot of things, and things are getting better. I don't have to be too detailed about us here, 'cause I believe that you know and can really feel it. What the both of us know is more than enough already ;)

People told us that we're so sweet until they can feel the sweetness too. Well, what I want to say is: I may not be an art director, but I certainly know how to direct my life as I see fit, and I even know more how to direct to make my honey happy.

I've also been learning to play piano again, after many many many years, since when I did play it at probably when I was at primary school. Its really not easy to learn it, having to remember which key to hit. But I will improve myself from forgetting the notes because of too tensed up when playing infront of real people).

Actually playing the piano is a birthday gift to my honey that was delayed since months ago (I played the piano for her 2 weeks ago on my birthday).

I also recently had a full health check-up, and the results are, well, not good at all... The biggest problem that was detected is the bones in my body. The doctor says I should at least eat 4 type of vegetable and 1 meat for every meal, and drink apple juice or soya milks (home made).

As of my real working life in now, so far everything is ok. But sometimes it really annoys me the fact that we had to rush work for the same day deadline. And I know I'm a very quiet person there... but trust me, I am just like the rest of you (I think), and I definitely do not eat people up! So there isn't any reason to be 'afraid' of me. I believe you all just didn't know me well enough yet... but time will tell... perhaps by the time maybe if I trust you all enough?

I also really want my new year resolution to happen:

1) To make my honey happy everyday and be more understanding with each other. Perhaps traveling (in Malaysia?) would be a good start for 2010? :)
2) Change my habits such as picking my fingernails (which I think I have improvements when these days I look at my fingers of my right hand),
3) Forgetting things (still have the short term memory of an animal),
4) Don't think too much!!!
5) To promote and get more business for Headshot, I really want Headshot to make it in at least Malaysia if not the whole world... because nothing (besides my honey) makes me more happier than having to do what you like and getting paid of it! The more business the better!
6) Practice my piano skills and perfecting it.
7) Saving money and only buy what is really necessary.
8) Getting the Canon XL-2 video camera.
9) Last but not least, to catch up with all the latest computer games!!!

That's all I could think of for now. Will add in the list if got more.

Back to Headshot stuffs...

Headshot has taken up and sucessfully completed, a few, in fact, very major videography projects this year, to name just a few: Youth '09, Gui7Nan, and the Zoo Negara corporate video (which I presented to them the final video weeks ago, now still waiting for their replies).

Not forgetting about the logo, poster and banner designs for Sunway Cyber Games 2009, although this time we didn't video cover the event because that day was my birthday and I celebrated my birthday with my honey (and hers also at the very same day because postponed a few months already as she was in Singapore on her birthday that time).

Certainly not forgetting 2 weddings that we have covered this year. In fact, the recent one which was just last week ago, I suppose the video can't be finished by today already. But by this Sunday... LOL.

And there is a very big chance that I will change the name of Headshot. Because it apparently doesn't sound corporate enough. Or maybe I will still retain the name.

I've been doing video shooting in various events, from a hall filled with youths to a zoo filled with wild animals. Sometimes having to run up and down, and also having to retake the same shots until I get it (especially the rack focus effect) is really tiring... But I really liked it because I get to go out there, to see what is happening, and be able to record it down at the same time (not counting the missed shots :S ). Different environment has different challenges that will make me think 'how should I shoot the subject from which angle' thingy, and also having to say 'excuse me, excuse me' all the time while wadding through crowds and crowds of people in order to get a perfect shot.

I also have plans to start a new wedding related videography company. It will be solely specialized in weddings and related videos. The name Headshot, I think, really doesn't sound very applicable when doing wedding related videos... but I'm still in the middle of fully preparing my more complete and detailed quotations and etc etc business stuffs... hope to finish and complete them as soon as possible.

Now getting back to editing my cousin sister's wedding video.

Happy New Year from the natives of Headshot, and I Love You Mun Theng, until the end of time.

Some new recent works

2009-12-30T14:38:00.009+08:00

Ewalo and warmest greetings from the natives of Headshot.

The natives of Headshot recently went for a cat show videoshooting, and also a health seminar event:

Many types of cats are on display, and the president of the Malaysian Cat Club even brought his very own cat collections for displays which uses up to more than 5 big glass cabinets!

This is a health seminar jointly organized by Genesis and Well Again, this whole afternoon of seminar has free health check-ups, and talks on cancers, and selling health related products.

And then, the natives of Headshot also designed the logo, poster and banner for the recent Sunway Cyber Games 2009 event in Sunway Rock Cafe, infront of Sunway College University:

To know how the natives can assist you with videoshooting for your events, or how you would like your designs to be, please contact us today!

email us now: lunag_headshot@yahoo.com
watch more of our videos: www.youtube.com/lunag

I've been very busy, even sometimes on holiday breaks. Actually, is MOST OF THE TIME I'm busy with Headshot's work.

Now gotta rush for my cousin's wedding video. Hope to finish it by before end of the year, which will be impossible. 'Coz today is already 30th of December, and I still haven't cut out all the footages yet. And that doesn't even mean the editing part yet. I'm now JUST taking out and deciding the the good footages to be used. But so far its only that project right now that the natives are busy with...

... Let's hope that all the work I've done and been doing all these while, is really getting me to somewhere.

Sick?

2009-12-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Finished rushing cousin sis's wedding dinner video since yesterday night... and tomorrow is her wedding day... Nose block making me flu now... making me headache... hopefully I don't get sick...

World March For Peace and Non Violence @ KL Malaysia @ 10th October 2009

2009-11-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

2009-11-26T11:01:00.003+08:00

It's already been 3 years plus. Yet each time when I did mistakes or forget about something, I always think about you.

All the things you said to me when scolding me. From using bad words to even showing me the middle finger. Not forgetting to mention that you told me to f*ck off away from your wedding day.

For 6 months at that time, until it's always in my mind. Until everyday you are "still" there to remind me each time when I got wrong stuffs, even after for the rest of these few years.

Even sometimes I had nightmares.

Until even my honey thinks that I have mental problem.

Fine, now I am trying remove you from my memory once and for all, for the sake of my honey.

I will not think about you again, especially each time when I still do wrongs.

But I definitely will never give up until I get the Canon XL-2.

And I definitely will make it in the video production line.

Fuck you.

World Animal Day 2009 @ SPCA Selangor, Ampang @ 4th October 2009

2009-11-13T11:14:00.002+08:00

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号我每天睡不着想念你的微笑你不知道你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

2009-10-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

I've been listening to this song everyday:

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号我每天睡不着想念你的微笑你不知道你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

It really sings out how I exactly feel right now.

I Love You Thengx2.

Ken & Samantha's Wedding @ 3rd October 2009

2009-10-21T11:41:00.003+08:00

The natives have been ultra-busy. But here is the wedding video we shot this month recently:

Hurry! Contact us today and see how we can make your dreams come true into a video!

Upcoming new video shootings next month...

2009-09-15T13:08:00.003+08:00

Just got a call from SPCA Selangor.

The natives of Headshot will be video shooting for the upcoming World March KL, and the World Animal Day event.

Coming up next month, 4th and 10th...

Merdeka Cat Show @ Mid Valley @ 29th - 31st August 2009

2009-09-09T12:35:00.002+08:00

The 'Kelab Kucing Malaysia' has organized this Merdeka Cat Show in conjuction with 52nd Merdeka Celebration, with the help of venue sponsors - EG Event Exhibition Guide Group, and other pet foods companies like ProDiet, cat accessories that is Katty and even the MAS Kargo company that promotes their Pet Hotel.

It is actually also for charity purposes, as the money collected is to be donated to the recent Taiwan calamity.

Being a very, very cat person, the natives of Headshot was obviously there for the event videography, while witnessed a lot of cats being on display... we only saw a few many type breeds of cats such as the fur-less sphinxs, and also some very normal breed but huge cats, such as the garfield type.

The first 2 days however doesn't have any happenings beside only cats on display, so the natives were told to come and videography the event on the 31st itself which have the cat pedigree judging, cat shows, and simple question and answer gaming sessions.

Stipid cat~!

Let Vegetarianism Grow on You - 2nd September 2009, Pavilion Mall, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

2009-09-04T15:02:00.003+08:00

Let Vegetarianism Grow on You - 2nd September 2009, Pavilion Mall, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

Appearing outside Pavilion Mall in a spectacular full-length gown made of lettuce next to the tagline "Let Vegetarianism Grow on You", a member of People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA) Asia urges shoppers and passersby to go vegetarian...

The natives of Headshot were there for the videographing of the event.

The event lasted for only around within half and hour, because of the security personnel attempting to stop it from continuing on. Quite complicated.

The green dress that the 'Lettuce Lady' is wearing, is really made of vegetable lettuce leaves.

But actually, quite wasteful of the vegetables for an event...

No holidays...

2009-08-31T23:40:00.004+08:00

These few days I've been going out. Been a busy 3 days holiday.

Had a videoshoot on a 'Merdeka Cat Show' event at Mid Valley today. Hopefully can get it done soon.

And this Wednesday, I am taking a day leave off from office to go do the PETA (People for the Ethical Treatment for Animals) Asia video shoot of their protest event in Pavillion Mall KL.

Stay tuned.

R.A.V.E. 2 S.A.V.E, happened on 25 th July 2009 @ KDU Petaling Jaya, Malaysia...

2009-08-12T10:47:00.001+08:00

Its a charity event desired to aid missions that provide shelter and care to unwanted and abused animals, especially the recent rescue mission of the abandoned dogs in Pulau Ketam that the SPCA has already started.

At the end of this event that was organized by the students of KDU College, they have collected and donated a total of RM 9K (Malaysian Ringgit Nine Thousand) to SPCA Selangor... the largest sum of donation from schools that SPCA has ever received in the past few years.

And, yesterday the natives got a call from Zoo Negara, and told us that the Zoo managing director liked the draft of the video that we gave that day, and that we can continue to proceed on to making of the corporate video of the Zoo Negara...

.. Yeah~!

Everything in price is really going up. But not our salary.

2009-08-07T10:18:00.002+08:00

The taxi fares are getting ridiculous.

Once you got into the taxi, you are charged RM 3. It used to be RM 2.

And then as the taxi goes to your destination, the meter counts very fast. VERY FAST.

Everything in price is really going up. But not our salary.

Busy...

2009-08-04T14:57:00.003+08:00

Well, recently been busy with office works.

But of course Headshot has got more works: In the progress of editing the "inside the SPCA shelther" video, and then planning a profile video about the SPCA Selangor.

Last week ago, Headshot went to "Rave 2 Save" event in KDU college. The video will be completed soon.

And not forgetting, Headshot has just showed the short little preview of the upcoming Zoo Negara corporate video...

Controversial Malaysian filmmaker Yasmin Ahmad dies

2009-07-26T22:49:00.001+08:00

Malaysian director Yasmin Ahmad, who provoked controversy with films that dealt with subjects like interracial relations and teenage angst in this conservative mostly Muslim country has died aged 51.

Yasmin, who won numerous awards for her work which tackled taboo issues in multicultural Malaysia, died of a brain haemorrhage on Saturday night after collapsing with a stroke on Thursday, state news agency Bernama reported.

"We would come across a few great people in our time on Earth. Yasmin was one of them," veteran actress Fatimah Abu Bakar told the Star daily.

Yasmin made headlines with her 2004 film "Sepet", about a relationship between an ethnic Chinese boy and a Malay girl.

Race issues are extremely sensitive in Malaysia, where the memory of deadly 1969 race riots is still strong, and the film was nearly banned by the censors, but was finally approved with eight cuts.

"Sepet" won numerous awards including the Grand Prix Award at the Creteil International Women's Film Festival.

Her recent movie "Muallaf", on the highly sensitive issue of religious conversion, was approved after a second appeal to the censors with three audio mutings. It was set for public release last month but was pulled because of a Hollywoood blockbuster opening on the same day.

Yasmin's first movie, "Rabun" in 2003 followed by "Sepet" (2004), "Gubra" (2006), "Mukhsin" (2006), "Muallaf"(2008) and "Talentime" (2009).

She was buried on Sunday in accordance with Islamic rites.

http://news.my.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3481300

Deepest condolences from the natives of Headshot.

2 puppies...

2009-07-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

The picture above, is yesterday's.

Yesterday I was supposed to be going for a badminton after working hours with the colleagues. But at the end I didn't go, because I wanted to buy a pair of new shoes as the current one I'm wearing has holes all over.

So I bought the shoes from a nearby shoe shop near where I'm living, and as on the way walking back, I pass by a field, and I saw a puppy lying still there not moving.

I thought it was dead. But I wasn't sure. So I went towards it and gave it a soft shake.

Immediately it wakes up and barked at me. Then I heard another whining. There are actually 2 of them. And also 2 plastic bags on the ground.

I waited a while, but no one came for the puppies. There were some stray dogs passed by to smell that one that was sleeping, but I shooed them away. I don't think those were theirs by their looks. Besides, if the mother is OR was around, she probably would have chased me across down the street.

Then I called a friend, and we figured out that she could put them somewhere safe at somewhere else.

And now, today, as below:

Two young healthy female puppies were found on July 17, 9pm by a friend of mine.
I have pick them up the same night and currently being foster by an indonesia makcik that helps me to take care some of my strays in Damansara.

I am looking for a good home for these 2 lovely puppies. Will send them to the vet on Monday for deworming & full health checked. Please help me to spread words to get them adopted soon. They are already on puppy biscuit and naturally toilet trained! They will only cry if they need to pee or poo. Amazing puppies. So, get good people to love them. Call me 016-3719171. Thanks and God blessed you all :)
Location: Found @Aman Suria Playground

Happy 5th monthly anniversary.

2009-06-25T02:06:00.007+08:00

Wow. Today is 25th, and I actually forgotten to write about our 5th monthly anniversary few days ago on 21st.

Thengx2 honey, I want to say sorry for my bad and thanks for everything you've done for me so far. And you actually did it silently.

And soon, it's gonna be half a year.

Hang on honey, I promise you will all my heart that everything will turn out ok. If not even better than just ok.

And I've bought a ticket of the latest Transformers film on this Saturday. For myself only.

Unfortunately you didn't want to meet up with me since that day happened weeks ago and you probably still need more time to 'cool down'. I wonder. Still wonder.

I still remembered you said that we will be watching it together a while ago. But it seems that now... to be honest, I'm sad.

Nothing can be done on that part now. I'm praying that hopefully we will be meeting up and holding each other's hands on next month.

But it's ok. I still believe. And I want to believe in you. Because I know you and I, our love is for real.

You've been not feeling well these few days. I pray to God or Buddha or whoever that has the power, to transfer all your sickness and give them into me. I rather take all the whatever sufferings it is you're having now than to make you cry in the middle of the night. The worst part is that I never even knew about it.

I don't want to make you sad and I don't want to make you suffer.

Happy 5th monthly anniversary Honey.

I Love You Thengx2.

Post-hell moments.

2009-06-17T12:14:00.003+08:00

Last week was hell. Still is now actually.

Theng said wanted to back to be friends. Coz of many issues. But I kept telling that we should still stick together.

After a week of suffering and tears and heart-tearing... We got back together.

Thengx2, if you are ever reading this, I'm sorry.

I always say the wrong things at the wrong time. But I never really mean the bad things. I thought it was all for good all these while. I never really understood you. I thought I did.

The arguments we usually had, its actually really small matter. In fact most of the things we 'argued' is actually nothing more than just exchanging ideas, or just dicussing, or even just some simple debate. That's all. But I didn't realize that it's actually some kind of argument to you.

And your parents and relatives had been giving you all the nonsense too...

But I hope you realize that I'm not perfect at all. No relationship is ever perfect.

But because of you, I feel a lot of better in my life. Because of you, I am actually seeing things in another new different way. Because of you, things are going for the better (except for last week that is).

You told me that we shouldn't have too much feelings for each other. Because things now definitely has changed even though we are back together, and that the awkwardness could feel a bit better if we didn't have too much feelings for each other in the first place.

But, Theng. How would we ever be so selfish in the name of love? TRUE LOVE?

I always said and I'm going to say again: If you are tired along the way, I WILL CARRY YOU AND WE CONTINUING KEEP GOING ON.

I am praying that the love still sparks within you. Mine definitely still shining bright.

I'm sorry. I Love You Mun Theng. Please believe and have faith in yourself.

... just another day?

2009-06-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

Today around 6.30 pm (after cleaning up my room and afternoon naps), I walked around the neighborhood taking random pictures of textures for keep. Along the way, there was this one stray dog suddenly started following me after when I greeted him. I don't even know him. But since he wanted to join me for a walk, we continued to walk on.

Along the way we walked, and then suddenly when we passed by a house, ANOTHER dog joined us for the walk. But that one didn't join for long. But I don't think that one is a stray, because he has got this chain thing on its neck.

That one that has been following me the longest, actually even followed me into the mamak restaurant! But he got chased out. And I can't do anything.

But earlier before I went to mamak stall, I actually invited him to come into the outside of the house, and I turn on the water hose in hopes that he will drink some water, but he didn't, but instead did some 'small business' on the grasses. Stupid dog.

Ok, anyways, the rice I was eating in that Indian Mamak stall.... the rice... just look at the pictures and I'm sure you will understand:

I'm not sure if I should come to that place to eat again. I went there almost EVERYDAY was because the fried rice is only RM 3.50 compared with the others. Maybe I should seriously stop eating there anymore. The portion of the rice is really ridiculous.

2 new videos!

2009-06-01T12:23:00.003+08:00

Well, actually, one of them not exactly new. The room thing was actually my VERY FIRST OFFICIAL 3D work. From college's assignment. The very first time I use a 3D software to build 3D stuff and camera movements. The software is Lightwave 3D.

And, below, is a Q3 based OPEN ARENA mod called Q3Rally:

It was also featured on their very own site too:

Terminator Salvation: PERFECT!

2009-05-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

Watched Terminator Salvation this morning. One word: PERFECT!

Really, really good! It's a prequel and a sequel of all the previous Terminator series.

Below are the pics of my most favorite Terminator in the movie. It's called T-600. Not as good as the T-800's in the previous movies (because of the technologies and etc.), but I like it very is because it looks bulky, and one hand is mounted with a minigun, and grenade launcher at the other hand.

I'm now really trying to get this T-600 action figure... because I liked it very, very much. Along with the upcoming Transformers movie Soundwave. Its action figure looks nice too...

But then again, when I think of the money... I always have to hold back myself from buying them... it has always been like that. I always see a lot of action figures I really liked very much, but at the end of the day, it's like 99% of the chance that I didn't buy it at the end, because I was thinking of money...

Damn it.

2009-05-27T01:31:00.002+08:00

Damn it.

Can I please don't be thinking so much already?

Why is it that even the smallest things on earth about Thengx2 is making myself to be thinking so much like that?

Someone, anyone.. please, help me.

I really need to stop thinking so much, because this is really affecting the both of us already!

Of course I don't need her to be "report" to me all the time. I guess I was thinking about her all the time.

I don't know, but each time when she didn't reply me, or when she forgot to do something she agreed, etc. etc... all of these stuffs is making me thinking too much. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY! YES AND I KNOW IT'S ACTUALLY JUST SMALL MATTER! And my mind will just like, automatically starts to think 'aside' suddenly... VERY suddenly...

It's really not making her comfortable.

Someone, anyone.. please, help me...

Relaxing...

2009-05-23T19:06:00.002+08:00

The last FPS game I played is Soldier Of Fortune: Payback.

Today I used up at least the whole afternoon to play Bioshock. And still is not finished yet.

But the game is quite good, quite shocking.

It's about some underwater sea world with buildings that is infested with some kind of virus all over, if that is what I understand from playing the game.

Well, I am quite relaxed today. It's been a while since I actually sat in a cc and played the whole afternoon away.

This love is difficult, but it's real; Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess!!

2009-05-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

So far, it's been not easy. We had been arguing about stuffs, lots of stuffs, and even smallest of matters.

But after a while, we laughed back, and then after a while we argued again, and then laughed back. And then repeat. That is what is really hard. I don't think any other couples in this world would even come anywhere this close.

That's why I think the both of us together are really special. And so rare. Yet so weird. In fact I think I'm actually enjoying it. Not sure about her though.

Because, no matter whatever that we have argued and fought each other, at the end of the day, I miss her even more than ever and want to be with her more than ever... because it's making me even more appreciative of this relationship than ever.

I admit that I was being unhappy at times, because of disagreements or because of some stubbornness or because of many other factors that are too long and too much to be listed here, and that my heart didn't felt good. BUT, I am probably just thinking too much to actually consider something small into something big.

So, that's why I admit my faults too. I do admit that I was being... emotional at times because of her. But as I said, I was just thinking too much.

But at least I was being honest with her. At least I was being honest with her when there is a problem. And then after that, everything back to normal as usual. And then problem. And then argue. And then back to normal. And then repeat.

We should be accepting each other's weakness and still move on together. That's why honey... please help me to try to understand you ok? "Piak" me as many times and as hard if you will, so long as to make me understand you like as deep as the sea.

Besides... if perhaps we are still arguing with each other today, then perhaps by next week there wouldn't be anything more to argue, because we have by then already solved all the problems... so better to solve it now la! LOL... X__^

Right now, I am actually thinking of stuffs in my mind, but thinking of you, and the disagreements that we had all these while... is actually putting a smile on my face now as well.

You may not be everything to me, yes I agree with you on that...

... But you are my other half of my soul, and you complete me.

You are one of my life's biggest and most successful achievement I've ever had in my life, forever.

By the way, Happy "monthly anniversary" Thengx2. It's already our 4th month together today. I Love You Thengx2.

I am still waiting for our vacation together, and still waiting to put up our pictures on our online profile pages, and the drawings..? Not forgetting the "interview" too... well I know I am being "cheong hei" again..........

Thengx2, remember those things I promised you? Just trust me ok! :)

Happy "monthly anniversary" again honey, I Love You. Until the end of time. Nothing will ever change that. Not even the time itself can change our love together.

Letter From A Shelter Manager (The Sad Truth)

2009-05-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

Article from http://www.remembersheena.blogspot.com/

Letter From A Shelter Manager (The Sad Truth)

I think our society needs a huge " Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all. ..a view from the inside if you will.

First off, all of you breeders/sellers should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day.

Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would change your mind about breeding and selling to people you don't even know. That puppy you just sold will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore.

So how would you feel if you knew that there's about a > 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it is going to be dumped at? Purebred or not!

About 50% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays" that come into my shelter are purebred dogs.

The most common excuses I hear are;

"We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat).

" Really? Where are you moving to that doesn't allow pets and why did you choose that place instead of a pet friendly home?

Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would".

How big did you think a German Shepherd would get?

"We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10- 12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs!

"She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family?

They always tell me: "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog."

Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment
you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies.

Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with about 25 other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps.

It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it.

If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose.

If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. Those dogs just don't get adopted.

It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are. If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed.

If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long.

Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment.

If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because shelters just don't have the funds to pay for even a $100 treatment.

Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down"....

First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk - happy, wagging their tails.

Until, they get to "The Room", every one of them freak out and put the brakes on when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them.

Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 vet techs depending on the size and how freaked out they are.

Then a euthanasia tech or a vet will start the process. They will find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff".

Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams.

They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves.

When it all ends, your pet's corpse will be stacked like firewood in a large freezer in the back with all of the other animals that were killed waiting to be picked up like garbage.

What happens next? Cremated? Taken to the dump? Rendered into pet food? You'll never know and it probably won't even cross your mind. It was just an animal and you can always buy another one, right?

I hope that those of you that have read this are bawling your eyes out and can't get the pictures out of your head I deal with everyday on the way home from work.

I hate my job, I hate that it exists & I hate that it will always be there unless you people make some changes and realize that the lives you are affecting go much further than the pets you dump at a shelter.

Between 9 and 11 MILLION animals die every year in shelters and only you can stop it. I do my best to save every life I can but rescues are always full, and there are more animals coming in everyday than there are homes.

My point to all of this: DON'T BREED OR BUY WHILE SHELTER PETS DIE!

Hate me if you want to. The truth hurts and reality is what it is.

I just hope I maybe changed one person's mind about breeding their dog, taking their loving pet to a shelter, or buying a dog.

I hope that someone will walk into my shelter and say "I saw this and it made me want to adopt." THAT WOULD MAKE IT WORTH IT!

DON'T BUY FROM PET SHOPS. ADOPT FROM AN ANIMAL SHELTER. CALL YEN IF YOU CAN PROVIDE A HOME FOR A RESCUED DOG OR CAT. CALL HER ALSO IF YOU WANT TO BOARD YOUR PETS. SHE HAS A GREAT PLACE AND THEY WON'T BE CAGED. THE INCOME SHE EARNS FROM BOARDING GOES INTO RESCUING AND REHOMING STRAYS. SO YOUR PETS HAVE A GREAT TIME WHILE YOU ARE AWAY AND IN THE PROCESS YOU ARE ALSO HELPING ABANDONED AND HOMELESS ANIMALS.YEN: 012 415 1524

An upcoming "interview...

2009-05-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

Well... apparently Thengx2's parents had actually knew about us. Her father saw something on her neck after a week of us went out the 2nd time...

After some scoldings and lecturing on her side, her mom actually wanted to have a little "interview" with me.

Yeah, I know this is not making Thengx2 feel comfortable, because we only went out twice, and now have to like go see their parents... it's TOO FAST TOO SOON for her I understand.

Althought I am ready to meet her parents anytime of the day, but I'll still wait for Thengx2 to really be ready her own self and be really comfortable about all of these, before she will arrange the appointment.

Anyways, so far, I would say that we have been going well. Although there are some conflicts in between that we have solved probably...

... and I will do whatever I promised to her.

I will prove it, so that she will see it and have confidence in herself also.

Untitled

2009-05-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

Is the shop owner being horny???

Another new ROTF trailer... nice:

Today marks the 3rd month of us being together.

2009-04-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

Today is 21st... marks the 3rd month of us being together.

I hope that, everything is really going on well so far for the both of us.

And I promise, I promise that I would fix my problems, and change myself for the better, for the sake of the relationship, for my honey, and to improve myself.

Honey, Sorry and thank you... I Love You Thengx2.

O__O

2009-04-20T10:43:00.000+08:00

Yepz... went back to hometown yesterday, and had the greatest day of my live. AGAIN.

2009-04-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

Yepz... went back to hometown yesterday, and had the greatest day of my life. AGAIN.

But also came back that very same day at night too. Coz she said she wasn't feeling well... So have to end early and didnt have dinner together. X__='

But it's really more than good enough the fact that after for all these days of hardworking and hardworking and even getting harder-working, I know that I deserve to spend quality time with my honey as much and as longer as possible.

I really appreciate our second outing together yesterday. I really hope you did too.

I Love You Thengx2 Honey.

Ok, now back to war as usual.

Why not?

2009-04-17T13:28:00.001+08:00

http://edition.cnn.com/SHOWBIZ/9705/29/cyber.lat/

Why not???

Alright, alright... I've been thinking too much these few days.

2009-04-13T19:22:00.001+08:00

Alright, alright... I've been thinking too much these few days... my bad... my bad...

Got a lot of stuffs running in my mind... and still is actually...

.. And I swear I will control it... and eliminate them once and for all...

If I don't see Thengx2 soon enough... I'm definitely gonna explode....

Anyways... I really pray that this Saturday has got nothing going on from me or her...

And, today while waiting for the bus, I went inside a nearby bookstore, and this is what I saw with a little dino dude displaying inside a plastic case:

Ok, so maybe the future of animals.... will end up like that? I mean, what if in the future, there won't be any more real animals left, and is replaced by all these machine-controlled?

Hmm, well... at least I get to hug a "real" tiger and sleep with me together, without having to afraid I end up as its meal...

I just hope I know what I'm doing for all these.

2009-04-10T10:08:00.004+08:00

These days I really don't feel well. On the inside. But even before yesterday I also haven't been feeling well on the inside already.

I'm actually even starting to have doubts as well...

"... Nah... oi, come on la, I'm just thinking too much again..."

Years ago, I liked this one girl from college. And that time she was on her finals, and I obviously helped with some of her homeworks because there was things she didn't know how to do...

... Obviously, when the finals are getting very near, or even worse, tomorrow; one would just wish to do whatever it takes or just get all the help they can get to complete the works and that's it. Right?

So I helped her out...

... But at the end of the day after the finals, someone else chased her. And they got together. Probably until even now they are still together.

I'm not saying that whatever help we give out, we should expect back something also.

But... but, I really felt sad at that time. Very sad. Until tears flowed from my eyes if I can still remember it.

I already told myself that time that I would not help anyone anymore ever.

However yesterday Thengx2 needed helped with some of her rendered pictures of interior design. Adding and fixing lightings using Photoshop. Until 2 something in the morning if I can still remember. She was on her finals too...

But as long as she can get through her finals, then it would be alright for me too I suppose...

"...I just hope I know what I'm doing for all these."

Don't worry, no worries... it's just me being thinking too much...

2009-04-09T12:10:00.002+08:00

Arrghh..... pls help me anyone.... why am I really thinking too much, for every little small stuffs... I'm actually starting to have doubts nowadays... but I assume that I am just thinking too much as usual...

Don't worry, no worries... it's just me being thinking too much...

English Bid For Power - Trailer video

2009-04-06T23:35:00.003+08:00

This is actually a Q3A mod but now became a standalone game, meaning that it doesn't require Q3A to run this game. This game is actually about DragonBall, and consists of all DragonBall characters from all the series, and then pit into one massive fight with over 50 maps from Dragonball series.

The natives only did the motion graphics in the video (with the added fire background), but not the final game title "Bid For Power" at the end. That was extracted from their inside game itself. We figured that it's better not to modify their existing stuffs already anyway.

However, after the first upload, there is actually an obvious audio error issue that starts in the middle of the video... we have tried to upload the second time, but still the same problem. The original video itself have no problems at all. But after when it's uploaded online... the natives really have no idea why is this. Would be glad if someone can tell us why...

The trailer video is also now featured at their site too at:

http://bfpfinal.quakeunity.com/index.php?news-42

... So glad that the natives have produced another game trailer video anyway...

Pictures from my favorite celeb's stupid dog blog...

2009-04-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

Pictures from my favorite celeb's stupid dog blog...

http://plutostar.pixnet.net/blog/post/24573428

I bet your never even watched the show before...

Is that rubber duck, what I think it is... you know... those adult toy... O__O ???

OK, OMFG... IS THAT THING REALLY WHAT IT IS??? They actually already have those for animals in Taiwan??? Will they bite you if you actually try to wear it on them?

I wonder, is Cyndi Wang actually being horny, or was she just really joking?

Maybe I'm just thinking too much...

But please don't get me wrong. I of course still support Cyndi Wang!

Makes me wonder, when will she come to Malaysia again... if she ever still remember what or where Malaysia is... coz' the last time I went to that greatest concert that very night, the crowd wasn't that much... and wasn't really that cheerful for her either.

Wow...

2009-04-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Nice, very nice... I really wish I could get that Megatron...

Moving on to the next topic...

第一次我發現自己可以這么堅定
不管別人怎么關心我就是愛你
我知道這樣的決定也許有一點點任性
我只是忠于自己
愛情不是三言兩語就可以說得清
有時一個眼神就能看透真心
雖然你也可以選擇逃避或置之不理
但你知道的我還是會等你

別懷疑我為什么愛你
就像云戀風風戀著雨
其實我也不太懂這是什么道理
我想這就好像呼吸
不用練習因為是你

愛情不是三言兩語就可以說得清
有時一個眼神就能看透真心
雖然你也可以選擇逃避或置之不理
但你知道的我還是會等你
別懷疑我為什么愛你
就像云戀風風戀著雨
其實我也不太懂這是什么道理
我想這就好像呼吸
不用練習因為是你

別懷疑我為什么愛你
就像云戀風風戀著雨
其實我也不太懂這是什么道理
我想這就好像呼吸
不用練習因為是你

Damn... I'm not gonna say again about why I support Cyndi Wang so much...

Doom: Fall Of Mars - Trailer/Teaser vid

2009-04-02T13:12:00.000+08:00

Doom: Fall Of Mars, made by If Software.

This isometric RPG action is still in the making, although there is already a beta released.

Visit their site at: www.ifsoftware.net

The natives of Headshot only took some recordings from inside the game, and then we applied motion graphics for animating the text and its effects.

A lesson learned: Never, ever simply register for anything at all through the phone, no matter how curious one might get.

2009-04-01T17:55:00.004+08:00

SHIT.

I think I might need to change my phone, because last time ago, I curiously registered for those "Chinese horoscope readings" thingy.

That was since last year... until right just now.

Actually, the way to un-register was also right on that very card... which I lost as well. That's why.

Now I really don't know how to get it off my phone. Each time when it sends one sms like that, my phone credit gets deducted too.

So yeah, getting another new number IS the only way.

A lesson learned: Never, ever simply register for anything at all through the phone, no matter how curious one might get.

Dudes... the game is called "Guitar Hero"...

2009-03-27T10:11:00.006+08:00

Pilih syaitan
Oleh Mohd Firdaus Ibrahim dan Nor Adilah Bukhorie

KUALA LUMPUR: Awas! Remaja yang gemar bermain permainan komputer perlu berhati-hati apabila memilih permainan, terutama berasaskan muzik rock dan punk berikutan sesetengahnya boleh menjejaskan akidah.

Dalam permainan komputer terbaru di pasaran, ia memaparkan grafik seakan-akan kalimah Allah ketika ‘syaitan’ bermain gitar.

Permainan komputer yang mensasarkan golongan remaja, terutama mereka yang cetek pengetahuan agama mampu terpesong akidah, sekali gus hanyut dibuai keghairahan mengejar gelaran juara ‘Rocker Terunggul’.

Berdasarkan pendedahan ‘kaki’ permainan komputer, Ridzuan, 20, kepada wartawan Harian Metro, ada pemain menyedari ia menghina Islam, tetapi meneruskan permainan itu hingga berjam-jam lamanya.

Mereka semata-mata ingin bergelar juara untuk menjadi gitaris terkemuka barat yang digunakan pihak pengeluar dalam mempromosikan permainan berkenaan.

Ridzuan yang menyukai muzik rock dan punk sejak berusia belasan tahun, menyatakan permainan terbaru itu sedang hangat di kalangan remaja yang gilakan muzik rock dan punk.

“Permainan ini pelik kerana mampu menyebabkan saya hilang kawalan kerana terlalu asyik selain merasakan diri seolah-olah berada dalam dunia lain.

“Malah, saya sanggup menghabiskan masa sehari suntuk semata-mata untuk menjadi juara. Permainan ini lebih menarik serta mencabar jika bermain dengan rakan dengan masing-masing akan bersaing bagi membuktikan kejuaraan,” katanya ketika ditemui, semalam.

Menurutnya, setiap pemain hanya perlu memilih satu karakter syaitan sebelum mengikut nota lagu yang ditetapkan.

Pemain yang mengikut nota lagu dengan baik berdasarkan peringkat tertentu akan digelar juara serta dianugerahkan wang bagi membolehkan mereka membeli gitar terbaru yang ditawarkan.

Kemuncaknya, juara akan bertanding dengan seorang idola rock Barat. Sekiranya berjaya menewaskannya, mereka akan digelar ‘Rocker Terunggul’.

Ridzuan mengakui memang ada grafik seakan-akan kalimah Allah, tetapi dia masih meneruskan permainan itu.

Wartawan Harian Metro yang turut mencuba permainan berkenaan mendapati satu daripada karakter memaparkan syaitan bermain gitar dengan tertera grafik seakan-akan kalimah Allah.

Sementara itu, Presiden Majlis Peguam Syariah Malaysia, Zainal Rijal, ketika dihubungi, berkata pengeluar sepatutnya peka terhadap sensitiviti agama sebelum mengeluarkan barangan mereka kerana boleh mengundang kemarahan.

“Ini bukan kejadian pertama dan kita perlu menyiasat siapakah dalang di sebaliknya sebelum tindakan keras dikenakan terhadap mereka yang mengeluar atau mengedarkan permainan komputer ini.

“Tanpa disedari atau tidak tujuan pihak tertentu sebenarnya untuk menyesatkan golongan remaja Islam dan menghina Islam,” katanya.

Beliau berkata, cubaan dilakukan secara halus bagi mengikis jati diri remaja Islam dengan memastikan golongan terbabit lupa diri dan sanggup mengetepikan pegangan agama.

Justeru, menurutnya, ibu bapa perlu mengawal anak mereka daripada bermain permainan seperti itu dan membuat aduan kepada pihak berkuasa agama supaya tindakan penguatkuasaan dapat dilakukan.

“Bagi saya permainan ini perlu diharamkan kerana mampu memesongkan akidah,” katanya.

http://www.hmetro.com.my/Friday/BeritaUtama/20090327082139/Article

I saw this in the papers this morning. And there is a picture inside the article where this one guy is obviously playing Guitar Hero...

... Sometimes I really wonder why are people doing this, to ban every little damn thing they see.

Does the game itself really take over people's life and religion? Or was it that they allow themselves to be taken over?

It's not like as if the game ask you to come and play, it is YOURSELF who wants to play it in the first place and not able to control yourself!

The natives are proud to say that they love to play computer/video games very much too... and trust me, I've even played games that are much far more worst than what you can imagine. I bet you never heard of the Doom series and the Diablo series, to just name a few...

Although I've never played Guitar Hero and only seen people playing it... but I can say that Guitar Hero is just not really as "bad" as these people claim to be.

And yes, saya pun sanggup meggunakan sehari (dan sangat gembira) untuk meghabiskan satu game... dan saya memang benar boleh meghabiskan game itu! But that was last time... nowadays I don't really play much anymore.

Hhmmm... I think it's time that I should get the latest games to play... there's already too much games that I missed out already because I've been too busy nowadays...

You understand that when I'm in love with you, it's forever...

2009-03-26T14:36:00.004+08:00

I DON'T exactly totally understand the meaning of the song... although I liked the song very much. I would appreciate if someone can explain to me in detail.

Especially when she sings "You understand that when I'm in love with you, it's forever"... in the lyrics in the video. It's so meaningful. The fact that it didn't really explain anything on that word... makes it so beautiful, because it's so universal that even the dumbest of people would understand what it means instantly.

It's also one of the reasons why I like Cyndi Wang so much... not only she can be "cute" in her songs, but she can actually sing songs like these, although she didn't write the song herself.

Actually most of her songs are not written by her own. And people are complaining about how she is copying Jolin, how she can't dance, etc. etc. that all those nonsense...

But whatever, I still like her for who she is.

This below is also another song that I like very much too:

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder and I said,
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors,
I don't wanna love another,
You'll always be my thunder,
So bring on the rain, oh baby bring on the pain,
Listen to the thunder!

I use to write my own songs too. But all of them sounds very retarted, and when compared with these songs out there... it makes me wonder why would I actually waste my time writing rubbishes in the first place. These songs out there is really good enough.

... 'till then.

YOUTH'09 video~!

2009-03-25T12:04:00.009+08:00

Remember when we said we did a videoshooting project, the YOUTH'09 early this January 2009? Here it is...

The Malaysia's Biggest youth lifestyle event, happened on early January 2009, even before Chinese New Year.

The natives of Headshot was there to videoshoot the event for 3 days. 3 FULL DAYS! There is too much activities happening at the very same time during the 3 days... It was indeed very torturing having to stand for almost the 3 full days, barely stopping down to relax (except for eating that is).

The natives of Headshot are proud to be able to handle this major videoshooting project... although it has proven that it was indeed too big for the natives to handle. But still, the natives have overcome this challenge, and it is indeed one hell of an experience, and the natives would defnitely love to be there again next year!

Well... it's already been a year plus, since I've been doing videography services on my own. And I'm really happy to be able to handle such huge project like YOUTH'09... even though I am only using a normal handycam but still already manage to do so many video successfully... but soon, I will get one of those professional video cameras... hopefully...

... and I will be doing more and more video projects to improve and promote Headshot... and I hope that you will be watching my videos and not knowing who the person behind doing all these video works is. And I definitely hope that you will be damn surprised and damn angry when you actually know that Headshot have been doing videography service too...

... Yeah, I will still show you who is really the dumbass, who is really the stupid, who is really the weak... and who will ultimately make it in video production!

"Why am I different from others?" "Why... do you have to be like others?"

2009-03-20T23:29:00.004+08:00

"Why am I different from others?"
"Why... do you have to be like others?"

Good movie... but the advertisement is kind of "offed" from it's branding marketing purpose, I think?

This advertisement is made me feels like........... Revenge is the sweetest medicine.

I think it's because of what the girl went through all these while... and she was about to give up, but yet still hold to what she still believed in, and finally proves it to everyone big time.

I felt a very big instant connection with that advertisement. Because I THINK I am also kind of going through like that too in life. And still is.

So anyways, I have almost been working non-stop for 2 months. Even on Saturdays and Sundays... if I didn't bring back work from office, then I would be working on Headshot's stuffs.

I can actually feeling every part of my body getting overheated. Especially my mind. I have lately been getting annoyed and angry easily. Especially with those friendly colleagues in the offices.

I breathe very hard and very deep, and then keep on complaining about the works that was given to me. And the ridiculously tough deadlines too.

Never have I, ever ever been to that very level of state. Or so I think so.

I really wonder why. Is it really that I've been working too much and didn't get enough rest?

The worst thing is, I wonder is it because of that, I have been thinking too much for just little simple thing that are not important at all.

This is very terrible because it somehow affects my honey too, which I really, really do not want to at all!

I blame only myself that I am actually just thinking too much, it has nothing to do with her at all!

In fact, I have been like, complaining to whining to her almost about all my stuffs lately. More than it was supposed to be.

Damn, the natives of Headshot really need to get a vacation after all.

But then, if we take vacation... how about the deadlines then?

*updated on 21st March 2009 - Today is already the second month of me and Thengx2. I have nothing to say now, and I want to cut this short for now... except something that I found on the internet today and that I want to say to her:

1, 2, 3, 4,
There is only 1 way 2 say 3 words to tell my feelings 4 you,
And that is I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The poem is actually longer... but this is all I remember. LOL...

王心凌 - 這就是愛

2009-03-14T09:36:00.004+08:00

漂流在愛情的海域你我也曾有過傷心
因為相信讓兩顆心貼近了距離
當我靠在你的懷裡所有話題都是多餘
眼前的風景都是你給我的美麗

月影遙天都亮了星星睡不著
我在你耳邊輕輕唱著你笑了

oh愛~ 兩顆星星一片海牽著的手都明白再也離不開
oh愛~ 輕輕飄進我心海你是甜蜜的意外我卻逃不開(oh愛~)

當我靠在你的懷裡所有話題都是多餘
眼前的風景都是你給我的美麗

月影遙天都亮了星星睡不著
我在你耳邊輕輕唱著你笑了

oh愛~ 兩顆星星一片海牽著的手都明白再也離不開
oh愛~ 輕輕飄進我心海你是甜蜜的意外我卻逃不開(oh愛~)

開始不懂愛到現在才明白戀愛中的人都像個小孩
情願被寵壞每一天都充滿期待這就是愛

oh愛~ 兩顆星星一片海牽著的手都明白再也離不開
oh愛~ 輕輕飄進我心海你是甜蜜的意外我卻逃不開(oh愛~)

I've been listening to this song recently everyday. I'm liking it.

Ok, maybe I'm not like that guy in the video that good looking. In fact, I'm the complete opposite.

But if love actually makes us like a small children, then I'd rather be a child together with the person I love the most. Forever.

Do you know how hard it is to having everyday missing someone that you love so much, how hard it is to go through everyday thinking about that someone you love so much, how hard it is go sleep at night because sometimes didn't chat or send sms-es, and how hard it is to always thinking when is the next date gonna be?

No matter what and how and why, hope Thengx2 is alright anyways.

I Love You Thengx2

跪妻男 Gui 7 Nan @ Dataran Petaling Jaya, Opposite AmCorp Mall, 7th March 2008 at another video sharing site

2009-03-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

跪妻男 Gui 7 Nan @ Dataran Petaling Jaya, Opposite AmCorp Mall, 7th March 2008 - Funny bloopers are a click away

跪妻男 Gui 7 Nan @ Dataran Petaling Jaya, opposite AmCorp Mall, 7th March 2008

2009-03-10T11:51:00.002+08:00

On 7th March 2008, at Dataran Petaling Jaya, opposite AmCorp Mall... the 跪妻男 decided to kneel again...

The voice db throughout the people talking in the video is rather a bit over tuned. Actually the natives purposely tuned it up, because afraid that the people's voice talking inside is too low, and afraid that it can't be heard. Consider it as a way of experimenting as well. At least now we know how much to tune up the audio dbs next time for our future video productions.

跪妻男 Gui 7 Nan

2009-03-06T11:01:00.005+08:00

On, 28th February 2009, a sunny afternoon at SS2, a man kneel down on the streets, because of what he did all these while to his wife, and now that he has regret his actions and wants his wife back. It was even on the Sin Chew Newspaper as well... front page news.

He then proceed to the natives of Headshot to produce a 'Confession and Apology' video...

During the shoot at the field outside his house (it was raining slightly with thunderstorms), and inside his room, I was thinking... how can ever such a thing happen? It was really like a love drama movie came exactly to live.

But what I've really learned during the shooting, is that of nothing really to do with the video production; but rather, I've learn the lesson that we must love and appreciate your loved one, don't until when that person is gone, has left you, not with you anymore, then only you realize your mistakes. It would then be too late.

Always TRY YOUR VERY DAMN BEST to be there for the person that you really love. Everyone has their own mistakes and weakness. Especially mine... even worse than a normal person... after all, if you really love that person, you would really do everything for them, right? But the thing is, since if we were fated to be with whoever that person we are fated to be with, we should just tolerate that person as well. Relationships, as I say before, is after all, all about adaptations too. And love takes patience, no matter how long it would take. Should you love that person, you should also let them know as well everyday, even until to the end of time... because love will never gets boring, no matter how old it is.

Remember, should you are complaining about something in your relationships, always tell yourself this "There are more other people in this world who are longing to love and be loved!"

By the way, this client of Headshot is going to be kneeling again at this Saturday (tomorrow) at a street infront of AmCorp mall, in Petaling Jaya...

Hopefully I don't have to be able to "meet up co-incidentally" with some previous employers, where they actually have a client company in that area too... f*ckers...

And Headshot will definitely be there the whole day as well... for as long as that guy is kneeling there, that is.

More info about this guy at here: http://www.gui7nan.blogspot.com

Generations Arena trailer video is now featured on PlanetQuake too!

2009-03-03T10:50:00.001+08:00

http://planetquake.gamespy.com/fullstory.php?id=156905

... finally... and coming...

2009-03-02T12:27:00.006+08:00

I always use to complain to my buddies why I am single, etc. etc. etc.... for that 2 dog damn years and beyond, and even before that...

But now since that I am actually unbelievably in it, I have finally learned that "The grass is always greener at the other side" after all.

Just like every other couple in this world, we obviously have disagreements and have arguments over things.

I think I am getting to understand how it is to love the other half, as I shouldn't be asking her to be this to be that, which I have been telling her all these while.

I actually really mean her no harm at all, its for her own good anyway... but instead it was actually pressuring her.

And some more, the way I talk, as those who knows me, will also agree, sounds very seriously toned.

Add that to the factor of her feeling the pressuring too. But that's just my voice and the way I talk, as it is.

She said she didn't feel "xin fu" about when we kissed. I still wonder and confused about that...

Anyways, I realize I was taking it too fast. Perhaps it was really because I am too fast after all.

I realized that we just started, and I should take it slow and simple after all, from now on.

As long as I know that she really loves me too. :)

She have also been telling me that I should be more forgiving... which I finally did, when someone called me up recently (which I didn't like him all these while since college), and now we actually agreed on something and is right now actually in a middle of a project.

I even told him "Nice talking to you again"...

... Hhmmm... talk about "nostalgia" moments huh... but we shall see about that...

Yes, I have indeed changed myself for her. Also changed lots of other stuffs too I believe. Or at least that's what I think...

... Oh wait, maybe it wasn't really "for her". Perhaps it was just to improve myself after all, "for myself".

Or was it doing it for love?

But heck, how can something and other things that have been lingering for years, be finally solved so fast in just within barely 2 months and yet seemed so easy?

Truth is, it has really been not easy at all, especially the arguments and fights that we have been going through so far.

And trust me, it's really doesn't feel good at all, each time when we had arguments or fights.

Being together, is not about "who change for who" after all. Besides, if really want to change also, impossible to be within one day, or maybe next week, or maybe next month, or maybe next year. Depends on the person...

... But I will always love my chubby for who she is. Otherwise why would I be having to *ahem... go through *ahem.... all the challenges just to *ahem get into her sweet heart in the first place?

But all I want to say is, we will learn from each other, have confidence in ourselves and each other, and solve problems together, and for each and every hardships we go through, is only making both of us stronger together as a couple.

She even once told me "maybe I am more suitable for being with myself after all, because you are xing ku being with me..."

The moment when I see this, the first thing that ran through in my mind was "Wow, you are really a good girl (another reason why I love you), rather suffer yourself than to see me the so called "suffer" which I don't think I really never am... but you're selfish in the meantime too, because you seems to refuse to share this love with me."

I would rather bear the "hardness" all on my own shoulder, rather than knowing / seeing my honey having to bear the "hardness".

And if the same problems still exist, please realize that perhaps it will be solved soon. There is of course much more other ways to do this rather than just walk away and do nothing. Relationship is after all, is all about adaptations too.

Thengx2, I am not pressuring you or whatever right now, and you are of course to be just be yourself as who you are, but I will never give you up, and I will always have confidence in you. Just, please believe and have more confidence in yourself alright... X__^

I hope I did not say anything wrong here. If I actually did... I apologize.

I Love You Thengx2 chubby.

Generations Arena - Trailer

2009-02-24T14:20:00.003+08:00

Quoted from Wirehead Studio's website:

Generations Arena is an "ultimate tribute" to id Software (developer of the Quake and Doom series) as well as id's fans. Developed and released under the Quake3 engine, Generations Arena recreates all the classic First-Person-Shooter gameplay styles, physics, and weaponry that FPS players have come to know and love.

Players select their favorite "generation" among five choices. Each generation "class" has its own unique character, weapons, physics, and gameplay, all styled after such classic FPS deathmatches as Doom, Quake, and Quake2. Each class represents a particular style of FPS gameplay, so Quake2 fans feel at home with the Strogg Troopers, QuakeWorld fans enjoy the Slipgate class, and so on.

Once players make their selection, they battle it out online against other players, generation versus generation. BFG balls sear the air, lightning guns fry unlucky swimmers, nailguns and chainguns cut through opponents, and chainsaws, fists, and axes deliver humiliations all around. Players can battle in Free For All, Team Deathmatch, Tournament, and Capture The Flag modes of play, or use the bot support to create computer opponents to train against.

GenArena Version includes all five Generations, over 40 weapons to choose from, new powerups and powerup effects, techs, grapples, and much more, with support for server administrators to select what powerups, techs, and even classes are used in their game. All standard Quake3 multiplayer modes are available; additional modes are being considered for a later release.

Unlike its predecessor, Quake2:Generations, Generations Arena has been designed from the ground up to provide the ultimate mod for id Software fans without infringing on the rights of id Software themselves. WireHead Studios has worked hard to recreate many elements of "classic deathmatch" without infringing any copyrights. WireHead Studios hopes its fans thoroughly enjoy the first legal release of the "Generations" legacy.

Visit Wirehead Studios at www.wireheadstudios.org

The natives of Headshot took the recordings in the game, compile up all the footages and edited the video into this final piece of trailer. We also did the motion graphics of the blue words that zoomed in and out throughout the video in 3D, with effects on it...

HAIL STROGGS!

2009-02-18T13:36:00.008+08:00

I'm going to say it again.

I realized what I did was too much.

I am wrong, I shouldn't have done it.

I'm sorry I didn't respect you.

I was only thinking of my feelings that time, and didn't know about your feelings. I was selfish.

And I really don't know how else to make you to believe in me again.

But I apologize to you again for what I did.

I hope you will give me chance to believe in me again.

And these kinds of things will not happen again.

If you only knew right now, how bad I felt inside of me right now, because I never mean to hurt someone that I love so much... as someone that I love getting hurt, is also hurting me too.

I'm sorry honey. Please forgive me honey. Please believe in me honey. I love you honey.

Chapter X

2009-02-16T15:39:00.007+08:00

All these years, I have been complaining.

But what happened on Saturday, really made me totally changed my mind.

It was our first meet up. First date together. But forever memories.

The first thing that was in my mind when I see her in real person when we met at MPH after waiting for her for quite some time already (because apparently she was just released from work and we were supposed to start at 1 pm but started at almost 3 pm instead)...

... I was like, "Wow, so this is my honey!"

I am really happy, and really enjoyed myself throughout the whole day (besides walking under the hot sunny afternoon after fish spa, and even worse, having to make her to walk under the hot sunny afternoon with me together and I'm really sorry for that), and especially something else beyond too, I gotta admit.

I hope she honestly enjoyed herself too, besides feeling uncomfortable and weird about that...... and caused her not able to sleep well at night.

I apologize if she doesn't like that at all. Will try to control myself next time (Yes, there's gonna be a next date!!!).

We did not take much pictures, but the places we went and what we did, has already been printed in my mind forever until the day I die.

And I swear that I will LOVE, APPRECIATE, AND PROTECT Thengx2 with all my skills, talents, and whatever that I have and know of, from the bottom and deepest and sincerest of my heart. FOREVER.

I now know, what its like to love and be loved.

And I'm wondering, if I can ever catch up with gaining my body weight, because it's getting worse and worse thinner... I really did eat, but nothing is working at all. I really wonder when I would be able to gain weight and people would stop laughing/teasing me about it already.

I am right now thinking in my mind...

... Why didn't fate brought us together earlier?

I Love You Thengx2

my HOPEs are so HIGH that your KISS might KILL me, so WILL you KILL me, so i DIE HAPPY!

2009-02-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

my HOPEs are so HIGH that your KISS might KILL me, so WILL you KILL me, so i DIE HAPPY!

DBKL Dog Pound Protest @ Air Panas, Setapak @ 7th February 2009, Saturday

2009-02-10T11:15:00.004+08:00

On 7th February 2009, Saturday, in Air Panas, Setapak....

On the rage after witnessing the video on the recent 360 show in TV3, Malaysian Dogs Deserve Better organized a peaceful protest at the DBKL Dog Pound at Air Panas, Setapak...

The natives of Headshot gives their deepest condolences to the furry little dudes (especially miaws~) that has been "put to sleep" mercilessly...

I admit

2009-02-08T23:05:00.004+08:00

I admit, that I have always been a silly person (and still is);
I admit, I get angry easily over little small matters;
I admit, that I am indeed tend to "think too much";
I admit, that I have other tons of flaws of mistakes, and nothing is perfect;
But I am really starting to learn it since that day, and I will promise to do my best to change them for at least a better future.

I may not be able to 100% understand you, and you may not be able to 100% understand me either, because I am not you and you are not me.

But together, we will, together, go through all the challenges ahead TOGETHER. By sharing our ideas, thinkings, etc. etc. etc...

Because, how can there be happiness, when there's no sadness?

Of course there most probably will still be arguments or disagreements sooner or later, but if we do not at least try compromise and to fix the situation, then it will of course become worse.

And no matter how hard things would get...

... I will of course always and forever be stubborn for you.

I love you Thengx2!!!

Bon Jovi - Always

2009-02-05T10:07:00.001+08:00

"And I will love you, baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always
Ill be there till the stars dont shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, youll be on my mind
And Ill love you - always"

Yesterday night Thengx2 told me about something. It was actually very small matter. But thanks to myself, I actually made a big deal out of it. It made me thought about it the whole night too. Which was a complete waste of time.

Thengx2, if you're reading this.. I'm sorry for getting mad at it yesterday. It's my bad.

OMG!!! and End of CNY holidays.

2009-02-01T20:15:00.004+08:00

OH MY BLOODY DOG:

Today is the last of CNY holiday. Tomorrow start work as usual. And I've managed to finish editing the YOUTH09 video. So much for a holiday.

So far me and Thengx2 are getting along quite well. Or so I think. We actually mostly talked through smses all the time, and occasionally I would call her up at night for a while.

I'm so glad how things are changing now...

The natives would now love to tell all of our enemies and haters and those who looks down on us all these while, you better be careful, because we will defeat you at any time of the day now. You know who you are.

I have finally really regain the confidence I've lost all these while, especially since Thengx2 have joined the natives together with me.

You all better be preparing yourself. We shall see who's really laughing.

Now I really look forward for this month's 14th...

Just some "After-CNY" rants.

2009-01-29T22:53:00.007+08:00

After giving prayers and paying respect for grandmother:

The turtle pond. It was pretty huge last time. Speaking of economic turndown.

But they actually have the money to built this opposite of the turtle pond??? WTF...

It's not "appreciated"???

And, I also visited my old secondary school. The other day I was passing through the gate of it, and suddenly there was this one security guard came out and asked if I studied in the school before, 'cause he said he remembers me. Wow. I don't even know who he is. And so, he let me go into the school for a short visit. And obviously, the school is in heavy renovation:

Didn't do much during CNY except for continuing doing works that I brought back. Just a bit of some simple visits and didn't really went anywhere except went around some place for some research...

And well, I just came back from hometown yesterday. Really wished could have stayed longer, but can't 'cause I'm still rushing works which is gonna be done soon.

Ang Pow money is not much as usual, but I suppose it's good enough to pay my room rentals.

Now I'm looking forward for the next month's 14th, where I will come back to hometown...

This is not how you should do handshake with your customers after closing a business deal:

Happy Chinese New Year.

2009-01-24T18:13:00.003+08:00

Well. I'm now sitting at Starbucks going online with my notebook, and we have not yet move out to Ipoh, 'cause my friend is still buying something here in Ikano.

Was suppose to move out at 1pm, but it was delayed to 5pm, and now is 6.30, and we're not move out yet.

Just now I went to "wash" my teeth after getting my haircut. It was kind of a bit painful, but heck, my teeth have never felt much more cleaner after that! No more dirts on my teeth! But it was RM 80... the process was called "Scaling and polishing". Scaling because of removing the dirts, etc.. and Polishing because of just rubbing off the extra stuffs. But overall, it was worth the price, considering I have not done it since like, almost 10 years ago already.

I manage to buy a new pendrive the other day, and now will bring it back to give to my brother. I hope he likes it. He better be. It's a 2 Gig.

So, I won't be going online these few days probably. But I still brought back the YOUTH'09 files, and hopefully I can finish a part of it too by within these days while I'm in hometown. Really need to complete it by this week.

Happy Chinese New Year.

Romance + Action = Romaction

2009-01-23T12:47:00.005+08:00

Ok, I'm supposed to be writing stuffs since that day, but was apparently too busy to.

So CNY is very very soon. Apparently, we're still not done with the YOUTH'09 video yet.

In other words, we will still come back earlier just after one or two days of CNY.

But I would also be bringing my notebook and external hard disk drives back to hometown to continue with the YOUTH'09 video, or continue doing whatever else necessary, during at night time if not going out.

I hope that this year, things would really be more smoother than ever.

I think I'm really ready to go heads-on with one of our biggest enemy since in college now, since that I'm confident enough. With my new pc and notebook and stuffs, I hope the equipments will serve us well.

And there's gonna be a lot of stuffs to do ahead, yet so little time.

Unfortunately, it is too late for the natives to do a CNY video to be sent as greetings to everyone this time.

As after when I'm done with the YOUTH'09, Headshot will be working on the Generations Arena trailer, and the (possible) Half-Life Wars trailer too. Both of those are some game modifications made by some online communities thingy.

And, although we probably may not be able to meet each other for now, but on the next month of 24th, I might be able to come back, and that I really PRAY for the day!

What is more importantly, I hope that the loneliness is gone for real, and together we'll write the greatest story of our lives. So it helps to be stubborn for after all! I'm so glad I never gave up in the first place. I was like, just kept stubborning all these while since I met her from Friendster.

Although, it's gonna be a X__T CNY week, coz going back to hometown, but yet not able to see Theng Theng.

Still, I am going back to hometown, and see what else hometown have changed since the last time I went back.

I wonder, as today my friend said we will be leaving at 1 pm tomorrow... I wondering... if I manage to get back in time, would I still be able to see Theng Theng? Coz she said she won't have available time starting on this Sunday...

And the company I'm working with, the managing director gave us RM100 each as Ang Paus. WOW.......

Y...EE...AAAAA....H!!!!!

2009-01-21T23:45:00.003+08:00

On 22:58:55, Wednesday, January 21st 2009... in the sms...

"Theng Theng, I'm glad to know that I've made through your "assesment", but the BIGGEST answer of my life is still pending..."

"Ok lah, can try geh"

............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ YYYEEEEEAAAAAASSS!

... Still waiting...

2009-01-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

Intel Core 2 Quad 2.33 GHZ
ASUS P5Q MOTHERBOARD
CORSAIR 4GB DD2 RAM
ASUS 512 MB EN9800GTX+ GRAPHIC CARD

These are just some of the pc specs in my recently newly bought "war machine". Soon I'll be getting Veloci Raptor Hardisk too.

And I'm still waiting for her.............................

2009-01-15T10:03:00.001+08:00

........ apparently, there's no answer at all from you. Yet.

2009-01-13T11:21:00.002+08:00

Hooh. Yesterday night you said you wanted to think about it and give me the final answer by tomorrow...

And that I'm really, really scared and very worried too. Just like what you told me how you felt everytime when I "sweet talk" you.

"神啊, 救救我吧"... just for this time. Please...

The loneliness must come to an end. And the greatest story must be written...

... Please, "神啊, 救救我吧" just for this time.... for real.............

Read on.

2009-01-12T15:51:00.010+08:00

It has been a very tiring 3 days event. So many things happening at the same time. And we have actually missed a few shows because I was at the other happenings at the same time.

Not forgetting the mistakes that I kept on repeating throughout the days. Must that that f*cker cursing me throughout the days.

This event has indeed proven that it is too big for me to handle. But overall, it is indeed an unforgettable experience doing video shooting for such big events. Now I know what it feels like to be walking for almost the whole day non-stop going around to get videos, how it feels like to be standing under the spotlights almost nearing the crowds infront while bands are performing, how it feels like to repeat the same mistakes throughout the whole 3 days, and how it feels like to go around while my legs are screaming in agony for these 3 days.

Now I finally really how it's like to be in these kind of events. It's really not an easy job at all.

To be frank... the payment really is not satisfying at all...

... But at least I finally get to video shooting these events finally, after a year of hoping to do something big in videography while torturing myself throughout the last year, since left that fucking company last last year... which in fact, was too big for me to handle after all.

Which I know I am not really that professional in videography... but at least I really am still in the process of being one... although I don't know how long it would take....

But I swear I will have my "revenge"...

But hell, I REALLY WANT TO DO IT AGAIN! Because this is indeed a "money-can-never-buy" experience.

And I would seriously love to do this again for the next YOUTH event.

I will prove who's really the stupid, who's really the weak, who's really the dumbass, and who will ultimately make it in video production. FUCK YOU to whoever's cursing me and you know who you are!

And great....... Our COD 4 compy in TBun's sound have been disabled because someone reported the music copyright infringement of it. So now the video is still viewable, but totally has no sound in it.

And even greater.... this morning had an argument with a friend online because she said she commented on my body weight instead of coming over to say hi on last Thursday night when she saw me in KL Sentral, but I didn't saw her.

What made me really mad is that like as if I didn't know about my body weight and like as if I still need people to tell me about my body weight.

That's why one of my new year resoultions for this year... is to gain weight. Seriously. I don't know if I can catch up. But please seriously... I really need to gain weight. I really don't want people to tell or tease me about my body weight.

So I have already blocked her off my msn list, and I am still deciding whether to really delete her off our list for good or not.

Yeah, I know I never was the popular dude in school. I was a nobody. And still is. I could never be like them so good. I'm just bad. THAT bad. I really tried to be like them, but still failed to. I also tried to just be better than the rest of them... still the same...

I just can never be perfect. Why can't I just be perfect?

Right now, I am starting to be bothered with the video editing part already...

This is it...

2009-01-08T16:50:00.002+08:00

This is it... Starting from tomorrow until Sunday....

Tonight later need to go to PWTC to meet up with the organizers to discuss.

And just bought another videcam battery. Afraid it might not be enough for tomorrow.

And then also need to try my best to collect back my notebook.

Yeah, come on... I will show you and this world who's the really the dumbass, who's really the idot, who's really the weak... and who will ultimately make it in video production!

Curse you back f*cker. Curse you back.

The Upcoming YOUTH'09 event this week! Headshot will be there as well! For the 3 days!

2009-01-05T15:01:00.002+08:00

And, I am still forgetting stuffs all over.

Shit. What? That f*cker really made his point about me being forgetting things? I'd curse him back right now.

Walked a lot.

2009-01-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

Today finally got my new spectacles. And it's purple color~!

And bought another mobile video light.

Now am waiting for the upcoming YOUTH'09 event this 9th to 11th this month.

BRING. IT. ON!

2009-01-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today I watched "Bedtime Stories" movie. It was very, very funny and very meaningful too!

New Year. New beginning. And uum.... a New Possible Hopefully being with that someone...

I just wanna say this to our enemies and competitors and those who oppose us:

BRING. IT. ON!

Nigel & Bernice's Wedding on 23rd November 2008, and the wrapping up of the natives this year.

2008-12-31T10:12:00.005+08:00

Nigel & Bernice's Wedding on 23rd November 2008.

This is the first time that Headshot provided wedding video shooting + editing service...

Ok, finally, all of the Headshot's remaining jobs and or whatever that Headshot needs to do for by this year... is done for now...

I would conclude that this year has been a very, very, very busy year. And it's gonna get even more bloody busier than ever next year as there will be other video shootings as well... and oh, the YOUTH'09's 3 days event happening on 9th - 11th of this upcoming January.

Also, I will still need to pass the dvd videos to SPCA and Litt Tak as well... and I wonder when I am getting my free Gundam model as the payment... LOL....

To count that the video we have produced so far, it is a total 11 video shootings + editings, and 6 motion graphics (3d included) related videos.

I will show who is really the stupid, who is really the weak, who is really the dumbass, and who will really ultimately make it in video production. F*ck you Baron!

Beside video shootings and editings as our hightlight of the year, there is even one bigger highlight that really need to be mentioned again... if you are reading this you know who you are. Hopefully I can actually come back a day earlier, and then we will really go to a fish spa in Ipoh as our first date. Yeah, indeed a creative place for an outing.

Oh, the reason that I like you ah? Ok:

1) We have the same birth DATE although not the month and year.
2) The first time you left me a comment in Friendster is also the same birth DATE we have.
3) The complementary/opposite color of green (you) is purple (me).
4) Each time when we talk/chat, I have that X__^ feeling with you.
5) You gave me the feeling of wanting to take care of you.
6) You gave me the feeling of wanting to HUG you hard and never let go.
7) You are cute and beautiful. Of course there is even many more better ones out there. But hey, why I still choose you ler???
7) Because chasing a girl is really like a "Mission Impossible" for me. Meaning that it really is hard for me. And I will definitely appreciate it.
8) I have never, ever been this stubborn for someone like this before in my life. EVER.
9) And because of that, my heart and my mind which is usually fighting against each other, also cooperate with each other this time for you.
10) I have been already been feeling lonely for these years. Now I want to change that already.
10) Because I like you.

Happy New Year 2009.

Justay & Friends - Episode 2: Birthdays + Steamboatings = Reunion

2008-12-30T10:15:00.004+08:00

Justay & Friends - Episode 2: Birthdays + Steamboatings = Reunion

Weeks ago, Headshot have shot another episode of the long-awaited "Justay & Friends" show, Episode 2.

The show took place on Ah Siang's house, somewhere in Bangsar Area.

The main plot of this episode is about celebrating birthdays and having steamboats which sums up to the reunion of Justay's friends that were not in contact for a while.

This video is also the first time that Headshot shot the video in widescreen-sized resolution....

... Hence the missing Headshot logo at the corner, because we are not sure of how the final video would look like in widescreen-format.

I should have kick her back in the stomach.

2008-12-29T20:37:00.003+08:00

Apparently, the line is too slow today and the video file is like 200 over MBs.

So have to wait tomorrow to upload it in my office I'm working now, not Headshot's office.

Just now I went to a restaurant, and as I was taking my order, there was a cat who shoved past the waitress, and to my shock she actually kicked the cat and I can hear a loud kicking sound on the cat's body.

Go figure.

Spent quite a lot today...

2008-12-28T23:34:00.007+08:00

Weeks ago, the natives cut the grass at the front of the rented house that we are currently staying in:

Before...

And after...

Any differences?

And visited a Fish Spa nearby my place today:

My legs felt like as if there are a lot of blunt needles that kept poking onto my skin rapidly. It's indeed quite ticking. RM 28 for half an hour.

After that, went to a nearby specatacle shop, to buy a specatcle. Just a normal rounded shape spec... not those "designer" specs... would be ready by this upcoming Wednesday...

And, the native just learned today that he have been caught in a picture, in the recent issue of Petster Magazine, November 2008 issue:

Guess which one is me. L.O.L.

Just now at evening, went to Secret Recipe in the nearby Giant Hypermarket for dinner. Chicken Cordon Bleu. It has the yellow cheese thingy just like the "stuff-crust" pizzas, inside the chicken as I slice through the meat. Indeed very satisfying for RM18!

Finally done with the "Justay & Friends" Episode 2. Expect the video by tomorrow.

Where were the natives yesterday during Christmas?

2008-12-26T10:35:00.002+08:00

Where were the natives yesterday during Christmas?

No where but at our own base, editing the Justay & Friends video Episode 2. Hopefully can be done by this week.

I suppose I really need to be getting a widescreen tv... because I am now experimenting with widescreen format in the recent Justay & Friend video shoot. It's also our first time shooting in widescreen format.

... Nice.

2008-12-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

Nice. My notebook has got problems and was sent for repairs and I will have to wait AT LEAST 2 weeks to get it back.

.. Nice. I haven't even really used the notebook fully.

Yesterday was the day which my mother suffered the most for giving me life into this world.

2008-12-20T20:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the day which my mother suffered the most for giving me life into this world.

Busi'ed the whole day until I brought back some works from office 'cause I didn't manage to finish them.

So apparently someone told me if I told to people about my "wish" (if there is really do exist), then it would not come true.

Ok, but that was verbally only right?

So what if I say my one and only wish through here, in the blog, online?

Will it come true?

Coz nobody said that, if you say it through blog onlines, then it would not come true...or was it¿¿¿

Ok, so my wish is... well... If you are that person whos reading this (you know its you), I wish that you will be my gf, and that you accept me as your bf from your heart. And that we "pak tor" together and write our greatest story in our lives together.

I really like you. I know we only met online... but as I said, usually if online thingy, things would never last long at all, as far as I know... But now we have come through all these while for so long already... surely it is something geh... and somemore we even argued over online and about yesterday *ahem.... and I hope to see you too next month when I come back so that we can meet up and we hold hands together and go gai gai... I really mean all these things I'm saying. I MEAN IT.

Ok. That's all for now. Let's see if there is such a thing as "wish", and if it really works or not.

"Feeling" too much, or just really sick?

2008-12-17T10:56:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I didn't feel "well" these few days.

Not the feeling sick thingy. But just didn't "feel well".

I've been seeing a lot of Transformers figures, and a lot of Gundam models that I really, really, really wanted to buy. But FORCEFULLY RESTRICTED MYSELF at the end.

What is pulling me back is that because I don't have the money to buy them, and that even if I really bought them, then many years later... I might actually abandon and forgotten about them. So it's like a total waste buying them in the first place. Besides that, I don't really have a place in my room for these guys as well. Thought of infesting them into my office, but still...

And there's this someone who I'm not sure whether she really is serious enough about it or not. Could she thinking that I am just joking with her, when I am actually really serious about it?

Perhaps these 2 matter is what is bothering me.

BAKUC'08 Gundam Model Challenge Malaysia video, and SPCA WAD video is featured on SPCA's E-News!

2008-12-14T09:50:00.004+08:00

Headshot recently covered the BAKUC'08 Gundam Model Challenge Malaysia in Sungei Wang last month ago.

And,

The news of SPCA WAD video is featured on:

http://www.enewsletter1.com/newsletter/N1408.html

Why is it that I cannot be perfect in whatever I do?

2008-12-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

Why is it that I cannot be perfect in whatever I do? Why can't I just be better than anyone and everyone else? Why am I so jealous of those in relationship?

I wonder if I really have to go through this life being single and NEVER been in relationship before. Do you know how empty is that.

How weird yet true is that.

If it's really like that, the natives would rather die EARLY than having to live long enough just to know that we've been alone all these while anyway.

And tomorrow (Saturday) will meet up with someone from Litt Tak who's in charge of the recent BAKUC for the video presentation. And it's before 11 a.m. in his office.

Who knows, I might be able to get a free gundam model. But I'm probably just thinking too much.

I really can't stand any longer being single and lonely. I can really literally feeling myself going out of breath, and just fall onto the cold grounds while the rain drops washes upon my creeping body. And the last few seconds of my life, there's probably some flashbacks throughout my domination campaigns all these while... in black and white images...

... And then died. Just like that.

Like this world needs another person like me anyway.

Video - SPCA (Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals) & KL Tower's World Animal Day Celebration on 2nd November 2008

2008-12-10T14:20:00.004+08:00

Stupid dogs. Everywhere.

Headshot recently covered the World Animal Day event organized by SPCA and KL Tower, and the venue is in KL Tower... but still, so many stupid dogs. Everywhere.

Glad that the SPCA PR and the Chairperson liked it...

Some Transformers movie stuffs:

&

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPvx8c_X-_w&feature=related

And, nice movie poster: http://www.fubiz.net/blog/index.php?2008/11/24/2437-interactive-posters

Restlessness.

2008-12-05T15:25:00.003+08:00

Woah.

This week I've been staying late in the office, and have been taking cabs for this week. Coz there's this one work that was done, and redo and redo and redo and re...

Until 7 am this morning. Went back sleep for a while, and then came back here again.

Still got no feedbacks SPCA WAD vid yet. And I hope I can present the BAKUC 08 vid by somewhere this week.

Also having plans to buy a new pc soon. Very soon. Hopefully.

And my notebook is having issues since that morning when I installed Nero software. Until now I haven't check again to see if there really is problem. If there still is, then it's gonna be another busy weekends for me this week.... and do remind me to get a notebook cooler as well.

I haven't even started on the wedding video edit, and also a recent shoot of Justay & Friend's episode 2.

Suppose that this month will be a bit quieter than usual probably... really need to finish up the 2 video edit first...

And I haven't even start to cut the grasses infront of the house that I promised I will be doing.

By the way, this guy either is a strong Flash Actionscripter, or he has too much time. How about both:

http://www.youtube.com/experiencewii

Always the best part of the best movie.

2008-11-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

Always the best part of the best movie.

The natives are now wondering if they are actually unfit in doing videography...

2008-11-24T16:22:00.003+08:00

Shit.

Why do I always repeat the same mistakes.

Yesterday was in a wedding video shoot. And its the first time that we did a wedding videoshoot. From day 'till night.

The natives are supposed to shoot a flower shot, but we didn't at the end.

The client also actually asked us to shoot it earlier.

Now I'm getting shit all worried over. And its affecting my mood the whole day right now.

And I still also did some other mistakes too.

I still haven't check the rest of the clips to see what else I missed.

Already told the natives not to repeat the same mistakeS, but still is repeating.

The natives are now wondering if they are actually unfit in doing videography...